2026-02-20.2_revolutionary trajectory

the more time passes, the more i can understand the biographical trajectories of revolutionaries & militants, the more i can see & feel m(y) trajectory joining theirs. this terrifies m(e) in some moments, in others it simply seems like the only possibility, like i have no real choice in the matter, and that doesn’t bother m(e) much, and in still others i’m not sure if it really will go that way. that’s where i’m at right now.